made of sunset

Another one for Kitten because she was napping & this created a loose end for a few minutes

 

 

 

"crushed cunt"

Another for kitten Misti Rainwater, of whom I am very proud. Taking her name when we marry & then we're fucking off to Mexico.

  

 

 

"we tear night"

 Latest for Misti

 

 

two of cups ain't a myth

 

okay yes full fucking disclosure for a long time i believed
even though i had no reason to believe oh i did i believed with all my 
venus in aquarius sextile chiron in aries heart that someday he would find me
and we would be like heloise and abelard, sid and nancy, bogie and bacall, rhett and scarlett
todd and elizabeth from sweet valley high, randy and julie from "valley girl"
i would walk into the bowling alley on a saturday night in april
"just what i needed" by the cars blaring from every speaker
and he would stand there swigging his basic bottle of beer
watching me from a distance like a wolf
until he closed in, offered to buy me a cherry coke
six months later there would be a tiered wedding cake and a deejay
maybe a fiji honeymoon and a house in colorado

fucking hell i was disappointed so disappointed i wanted to die
where are you? save me! save me! i am surrounded by limp dick cowboys
and men who belch while rooting for the patriots or ravens
the whole thing is a joke and it isn't funny
thank jesus for vibrators and mcdonald's free wifi
love is two of solo cups and the radio is such trash
eddie money followed by tom petty followed by bonnie raitt
get me the fuck out of here goddamn goddamn am i even alive

and then two of solo cups became two of bone china tea cups
because of an email about the crumbling of an empire
and a list of supplements and a photograph of a bed covered with stuffed animals
eighteen years melting like pink cotton candy on my tongue
fuck me i want to be twelve again sixteen again twenty again 
all of life before me like a goddamn disney pixar movie
and this time i know better because he loves me and i am snow
and he loves me and i am gold
and we're better than brad and lisa at all-american burger
and we get a happier ending than tommy and carrie
or mr. big and carrie because fuck that franchise

carve it in stone write it with quill and ink on parchment
then set it on fire or roll it up put it in a glass bottle send it out to sea
this is for the record this is for the archives
yes bitches yes motherfuckers
a girl from texas grew into a woman who finally got it right
an aquarian with virgo rising and more issues than playboy finally found her match
only took 53 years but time isn't real it's a construct
so bueno and gracias
mercury moon saturn sun mars santa jesus elvis shakespeare cupid
etcetera

place for title

 

on the uber ride to the nail salon looking at the san antonio sky
bluer than my balls but unlike my balls studded with wistful clouds
the thought popped into my crowded head
i didn't know the value of things before but i do now
boxes bulging with crystals tarot decks books records jewelry lipsticks
ranging from black to barbie pink
art on the walls food going to waste in cupboard fridge garage
gleaming electric pink guitar orange amp
excellent credit score thousands of dollars in savings and checking
i could buy a boat a truck a house a horse a really excellent dog
but all i want to do is get to the one person on this fucking planet
whose voice acts as a narcotic and a stimulant
his name is david, bitches and cocksuckers and generic motherfuckers from malibu
to memphis who the fuck lives in memphis somehow i survived memphis
in 2000 drunk on daiquiris with the libra from new york
fuck the mistakes and the baggage and the karma like porridge three times a day
for however many twisted fairy tale years
i am flying to him streaked and bloody from salons
escaping the talons of time
and the suffocation of the gated subdivision
because he knows
the fucking
code  

"fuck you bruise"

Kitten says this is her favourite & most tingly so far. Only a few days left before our lives start (we are old but Saturnian).  

 

 

 

New Kitten Noise Loops

Dada does it better

 Blues are finally over

 Angelic Instruction

 

 

& an older one "brain bliss"

 

Many others available on the various channels. Obviously I love my bitch but i know these are good 

GRAPE DADA

money cannot buy everything not even at walmart on the wednesday after xmas
lo siento elon musk on your angry micro penis
my dada does not have an angry micro penis
my dada is the proud owner of an eBuLLieNT monster daddy cocK
and this is why i suck my thumb look into my dada's dark eyes
and say in a soft texas beauty pageant girl voice
RAPE ME, DADA
rape me harder
pussy loves every ecstatic thrust
and this is the best we can do for this planet which would rather be atlantis
fucking like pirates like tomorrow volcano takes all
this is everything this is sacred this is gold
hold me dada keep me dada grape me dada rape me dada
baby girl sobs until catharsis then sleep
wrapped up in this purpled fascination
tomorrow and its rain and popcorn munchers and trash elite can fuck
all the way all the way all the way
off
 

bruised cunt

 

 

Kitten can make Dada pretend angry & then there's all sorts of play & it all ends in tears & cum & squirting. 

 

this is incessant

 For Misti. She's kitten.

 

 

a hundred orgasms or more in half an hour

cars are crashing drunk all over america especially in san antonio
where the first thirty minutes are free especially for verizon customers
my hair is blonde but i was not born this way and i was not born dirty
and i was not born clean so remove all future screwdrivers from my blameless heart
i am only accountable for this bowl of granola with pecans in oat milk
and the books i have written and edited and published
and the thank you email and the fuck you email and the money i have earned
safe for now in two different banks
and the green peas i eat on occasion from can with red label
and the art that hangs crooked on a dozen or so different walls
again again again wanted to say SORRY but my mouth was full
and last night this dirty blameless girl so ancient some would call her a woman
came a hundred or so times in half an hour with the assistance
of a speedy pink vibrator and a hotter than a thousand hells welsh accent
and plutonic gaze keeping me in place without pink duct tape
that voice my favorite voice possibly ever telling me
cum to daddy cum for daddy i want your soul i want your hole
oh goddamn gracias baby gracias
we are the best show in town
we only need two witnesses
everything else
is extra 

thirty orgasms in ten minutes

too stoned to do laundry dishes taxes i melt into bed watching daddy
on the phone his gargantuan cock begging for valentine kisses
which i give in the spring when little icicles drip from various edges
and i give in the summer when paletas from the cart compete
with the loud stench of mounds of san antonio me first garbage
and i give in the autumn when pumpkin spice is trending
and i give in the winter which is all about fucking by the fire
i give i give i give it all to daddy and by giving it all to daddy
i am giving it all to me and if that math makes you scratch your head
maybe mutter "stepford wife ho" or something similar and treat yourself
to a red pill wank session which probably includes images of pamela anderson
circa 1996 or britney spears circa 2000
because bitch you have never cum thirty times in a row in ten minutes
having video sex with the man who dommed the fuck out of you
when you were sobbing last week
and healed something in you immediately
his chiron at zero pisces lullabying the fuck out of your sun
at the anaretic degree of aquarius
you're too old you're too hip you're too dead
you are too something i cannot comprehend
if you judge and fail to feel this felt transmission
because thirty times in ten minutes ain't a
made for hallmark movie or a goddamn disney princess
and it has nada to do with money in the bank
or instagram swagger
fucking zombies fucking crickets
i repeat for the peanut gallery
thirty
orgasms
in
ten
minutes