nobody wants to go to heaven but everybody wants to die

I count this as effectively my first poetry full length, though there are, strictly speaking, three that precede it. Here is nobody wants to go to heaven, but everybody wants to die at Amazon, from Oneiros Books.

Som utlovats tidigare, här förekommer skiten på Adlibris i Svea Rike, där titeln klingar lite mindre jävla falskt, faktiskt. I synnerhet med en sådan svidande nerstängning av allt som vi bemötts av nu. Vem fan vill leva utan Mellandagsrean, liksom 👅😂 Samt så "rekommendationer" om ansiktsskydd. Herregud. Vem kan motstå statliga rekommendationer om kollektivtrafiken?

& here it is at Lulu, where it is nicer for me if you were to buy it. 

From the Amazon reviews

This is not poetry for people who like things simple and easy to understand. It is for readers who are prepared to work at it. A very dark view of life and death and all that goes between with no room for easy sentiments. This is cruel beauty.
Reuben Wooley

The poet David McLean strikes me as an aggressor. One whose power is to shrink himself when one is looking upward. While one yells at God, McLean whispers a speck of dust into a dog's water bowl and waits for the silence of God. I've used the words in this book often, and any story my narrator leaps from may begin and end as such
Barton Smock

So buy this book, the cover by Michael Mc Aloran is below, after three samples, added 10th February, 2021.